Searching for the soulful

I feel like every spring something cracks open within me. I am yearning for spiritual conversation and connection this afternoon. I want to be a part of a group of women, a group of mothers, who have those Big Conversations with each other over laughter and wine. Being home all day with Eliza, I don't usually feel lonely, but I definitely recognize how isolated our days are and I am yearning to have a conversation with someone who understands this afternoon. Maybe after the hibernation of winter, I feel like connecting and creating again. I don't know. I feel this longing every year around this time, and then life gets in the way again and I don't do anything about it.

I am brainstorming about how to start a real group like the one I dream about, because I'm fairly certain no one in this area has something like this going on. Maybe that's how to connect my creativity, my search for work, and this overpowering afternoon yearning.